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I just finish watching Revolving doors of vengeance and I only manage to squeeze one drop of tears.... I paused.... usually scenes like couple breaking up and patch back after a long struggle will make me tears... but not today.... no idea why also... suddenly felt that I have come back to the same spots 2 years ago.... apart from some nights I will uncontrollably cry myself to sleep.... cry while I blog... I simply can't cry no more...

Finally, the production is coming to an end, time flies and many time I felt that its just yesterday that we started the production. I think I will love this drama that I worked... and it inspire myself to continue working on my short film, and I decided to name it "Wo he yu zhi lian" aka "Goldie and me". The whole flow of the story is inside my head, just waiting to have the time to write it out and find the time and money to shoot it.... I wanted to submit to next year film fest, hope this time my wish will come true... and i know deep inside this story is delicate to.... my heart still ache at time... but no longer matter to me any more.... what past will always a past.... even it does haunt you at time... does it really matter.... time won't stop nor turn back.... life will just continue.... things will just be forgotten as time passes... if I only know when the time will come.... to take away the pain....